Rock Bottom Ranch Recovery Stories
Rock Bottom Ranch Recovery Stories
I was born in March of 1991 to a drug-addicted family in Terrell, Texas. My Mom and Dad were both drug addicts and alcoholics. It did not take long after my birth for the chaos to start. I was four months and four days old on the 4th of July when my mother was murdered in a crack deal gone bad. Not only did I lose my mother at a very young age in a violent way, but a few years later when I was five years old, my father was murdered as well. After his death, I was moved from family member to family member. I always felt like I was a burden to my family or whoever I was living with at the time.
When I was twelve, I moved in with my sister, and that is when my life went to hell in a dope sack. My whole life was centered around using drugs. By the time I was thirteen I had become what most people would call a hopeless dope fiend. This was the year I was introduced to heroin. I remember my first taste of heroin like it was yesterday. I was hooked immediately. I did not just jump in. I dove right in head first and became strung out on the needle. I was hopeless and helpless. I did not care about anything or anyone else. I completely lost all respect for myself and the only thing that mattered was getting the next fix before I got dope sick. That meant robbing people, stealing anything that wasn't nailed down, and God forbid if anyone got in my way, they would fall quickly. I was completely out of control. I lived my life out of control like that for sixteen years. There were many times that I should have died and honestly with every fiber of my being I was wanting to die.
But God! God had a different plan for my life. God took this hopeless dope fiend and is in the process of doing a complete overhaul. He has given me hope and His light shines bright in my once dark life. I now know that I never have to go back to that life. As long as I continue to walk with God, I know my life will prosper because I now know, "With God all things are possible." - Matthew 19:26
Hello, my name is Amber. I am now a recovering addict after fifteen years of abusing drugs. I am also a survivor of sexual abuse. My addiction started when my child died in 2006. It seemed as if I couldn’t go on anymore. Then in November of 2020, I asked Jesus into my heart and found my way to Rock Bottom Ranch where I have gained a very intimate relationship with God.
In this time of drawing closer to God, He has restored me as well as my relationship with my children and my fiance, Bobby Jo. I am now eight months sober and have been at Rock Bottom Ranch for eight months as well. I will graduate on December 4th and Bobby Jo and I will be married on December 18th. I know God has great things in store for us.
I was born into a life full of very unfortunate circumstances including neglect, abandonment, and abuse which led me to drug addiction and alcoholism. This, of course, caused me to make a slew of poor choices that left me lost, alone, and searching to be accepted and loved.
I thought I loved Jesus. I know I believed in Him and in my own broken way, I did love Him, but I did not truly understand what it meant to have a real relationship with Him. No one had ever taught me the true way, His way, but through it all, He never left me forsaken. Jesus always had His hand on me and kept me covered with grace.
In desperation for healing and peace, I came to Rock Bottom Ranch. While here, I have found God’s love and mercy. I have also received guidance on how to love God, myself, and others. I am finding the peace and freedom I have wanted for so many years. Through my studies, digging deep for inner healing, and building my relationship with a loving God, I have learned that His will prevails over my fleshly wants and desires. Trusting God and His promises for my life has led me to the joy and peace I have been searching for all along.
My name is Kamie King. I was born and raised in Palestine, Texas. I started using drugs when I was 15. At the age of 18, I married a very abusive man, which only encouraged my drug use even more. By the time I turned 30, I had already been in and out of jails and prisons more times than I can even remember. When I turned 31, God blessed me with a beautiful baby girl. That was enough to keep me straight for a little while, but soon I found myself back on drugs. Before long, CPS came in and took my baby girl. Then my new, amazing husband filed for divorce, and once again I found myself back in jail.
Today, I am a resident of Rock Bottom Ranch. I have been clean and sober for a year now. My marriage has been restored and I am 3 months away from regaining full custody of my daughter. All by the Grace of God. He has worked numerous miracles in my life and I am so excited to see what else He has in store.
I was born in St. Louis, Missouri to a dysfunctional family, and raised mostly by my single mother. I began using drugs and alcohol and mostly heroin at the age of 15 and was in and out of jails, rehabs, and eventually prison. Self-reliance was clearly getting me nowhere. I spent 15 years struggling with addiction, kicking and screaming, and stuck in this endless cycle of drugs, relapse, and being institutionalized. I finally accepted that I was unable to do anything without Christ and that living a life for Him instead of for "self" was my only option. As I have begun living for Christ, self-reliance and the darkness of addiction have become a thing of the past. I am so excited about my life and future that God has planned for me.
For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this world's darkness, and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Ephesians 6:12
The battle belongs to HIM.
Hello, my name is Monica. I was born on an even month, on an even day, and an even year, but all the odds were stacked against me. For a long time I thought God was against me. I now know He was never against. It was mostly me against myself. I grew up in an abusive family where the men were abusive alcoholics. Eventually, I turned to drugs and became an addict. Drugs numbed the pain for me. Satan wanted to use this to destroy me, but God had other plans for me. I am now 6 months clean and have been at Rock Bottom Ranch for four months now. I am now finding my real self and with the help of God and the ladies here at the Ranch, I am becoming the beautiful person that God created me to be.
In the beginning, was the Word. And just as the earth was without form and void, so was my life. Because I could not deal with the issues and things I had endured, I turned to a smaller god – drugs. As I spent many years in and out of prison, I found that God’s Word did not come back void in the beginning and that He had created me with a purpose. He is the light at the end of my tunnel. As I recover from self-will, I am learning to not only trust in God but also to faithfully allow Him to guide my life. Rock Bottom Ranch has given me a safe place to do that and also allowed me to complete my degree in college. I am most grateful.
Anne Marie's Story
When I was heavy in my addiction, I was unsure of my belief in God. I knew that there was a higher power and believed in good and evil, but I didn’t really understand it. I considered myself to be a good person for the most part. I have always been very generous, empathetic, and compassionate, but I still had a kind of emptiness in my heart that I could not fill, which drugs seemed to take away for a brief moment. However, as I was self-medicating, I started to destroy everything in my life that I had worked so hard for. In a short time, I lost everything including my job, money, apartment, and finally, custody of my children. That was the lowest point of my whole life. When that happened, I felt like I was at the edge of a cliff with one foot off, where just the slightest breeze would have sent me to my death.
This was my rock bottom where God was finally able to reach me. He opened my eyes and saved me. I had a spiritual experience that changed my entire thought process and created a chain of events that led me to Rock Bottom Ranch. Now I am clean, and God is restoring what I have lost. Thanks to my newfound faith in Christ and the support I receive from the women at the Ranch, I know my life will never be the same.
Sponsor Anne Marie
Sponsor Anne Marie
I was born in Palestine, Texas in 1992 to a strong Catholic family with traditional ways. Then in 2018, at the age of 26, the awful enemy of addiction took hold of my life and destroyed my stable and intact family that was previously drug and alcohol-free. Addiction does not discriminate, and it quickly started to take away everything that I cared about. I walked away from my kids and my family. I was staying in motels, using and selling drugs. I found myself being arrested repeatedly.
Then in June of 2021, I was in the Anderson County Jail yet again, feeling angry and alone. This is where I found Jesus. The ladies from Rock Bottom Ranch were coming in to do Church Services on Monday nights and I wanted what they had! I applied to the program, and they picked me up from the jail upon my release on August 23rd. I am just beginning my walk with Him and I’m so excited for what He has planned for me.
After all I have been through, I find a lot of comfort in this verse in Exodus 33:14, “My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.” I know now that He will always be with me and I never have to feel alone again.